I have been on the Pill for six years now. It has been a part of my life for so long that I sometimes almost forget that it is there.
It has only really been this month that I have been thinking much about it. When I went to collect my repeat prescription, I went through the standard rigmarole. I was weighed and had my blood pressure taken, as always. The nurse tapped in the necessary information, and BING! the computer decided it didn’t want to prescribe me any more contraceptive pills because I had been taking them for six years.
In the end, it was all right. The doctor authorised the prescription and I went away with my prescription for freedom in my hand. The scare of those five minutes when I thought I couldn’t get any more, though, got me thinking.
I really fucking love the contraceptive pill. I know it doesn’t agree with everyone, but for me it is brilliant.
To me, the pill goes far beyond a contraceptive. It represents control over my reproductive system. I can choose when I fancy having a period, and if it doesn’t suit me I can completely skip one. I know exactly what to expect with my body and when, because I can regulate it with the pills that I take.
I can worry less if a condom breaks. I still have to go through the awkward ritual of popping to the STI clinic, but I am spared the inconvenience and expense of getting the morning-after pill, or, in a worst-case scenario, an abortion. It’s a little safety net.
It helps my epilepsy. Once upon a time, under a natural cycle, my brain would spike out abnormal electrical activity in sync with hormonal fluctuations. The Pill keeps my hormone levels regular. The seizures I have had since I went on the Pill are almost trivial compared to how it was before.
In the five minutes where I thought I would not get my Pill any more, I was terrified. The tiny little tablets I keep in my purse represent so much to me. They are autonomy, they are liberty. They are my pills, and I love them.
4 thoughts on “I <3 the contraceptive pill”
I love how empowering you make this for yourself. I never liked pills or injections or implants and constantly felt under the rule of hormones and doctors and drugs etc. Now I don’t use anything except charting my cycle (and sometimes crossing my fingers) and feel completely positive about my decision.
This is the first time I’ve been here, I’m gonna poke around in your archives a bit (hope you don’t mind!)
I’m glad you found what works for you: that’s the key here. Whatever works. Welcome to the blog 🙂
I have SO much love for the pill
It didn’t work for me, but I found the Coil, and I love that the same way. No more worries. Unless by the time I have to have it replaced I’m not allowed, but that’s four or more years away.